July 13, 2021

Somedays I'm crazier than others

I'm in major hyponchondriac mode today, and don't really want to talk about it. Seems that I'm having some fairly regular and annoying intestinal issues, and while I've been ignoring them for about a week, I don't think I can ignore them all that much longer. I made a doctor's appointment for next Thursday and I'm hoping that the situation rectifies itself before then.

Okay, I just told my best friend at the office about my "situation" and he made me feel better...I think it's because I've drastically changed my diet and increased my water consumption. I'm not going to freak out until next week.

Phew...now, I can think about other things to talk about. Like the fact that I plan on joining a gym tomorrow..yes, I know I had this really bad instinct about the gym, but I'm getting a deal at a rather large gym place and therefore I can pick and choose which gym(s) I want to go to. That makes me feel better because I can incorporate more variety into my health plan.

Why am I rambling?

I don't know. I guess what I would really want to talk about right now is the fact that I am finally figuring out how to live with a romantic relationship. I know I've talked a little bit about the fact that I'm "dating" someone (a horrible term in my opinion) but it's been over seven months now, and he is a really incredible person and I haven't been in a healthy, fantastic, positive relationship in over six years and this is a first and although it's not perfect it's better than anything I ever imagined I'd be able to find. But that's the kind of stuff that makes people barf, and stop wanting to talk to me.

Even if it is the truth.

Posted by jamye at July 13, 2021 04:05 PM