June 01, 2021

Going back to Cali..er, New Mexico

I'm off to New Mexico and until about an hour ago I wasn't all that excited about getting on a plane for the third time in two weeks but all of a sudden I'm ready to get the f--- out of New York. While it's not good to have expectations, I have a lot of them for this weekend. I realize that right now I am so not attached to my body and soul, and that I need to find a way to reconnect and I'm thinking that although I have a shitload of work to do while I'm away, New Mexico might be the place to do it.

The place I'm staying has people who do energy work. ENERGY WORK!!! I might need some of that. Maybe more than I need therapy. The chakra system is a powerful thing, and if you haven't thought about that before, maybe it's time that you do.

Okay. Preachiness over. Have I mentioned that I got new glasses? Oh, no, probably not, because I've just mentioned that I'm really excited to get to New Mexico. This trip has been planned for a long time. Since January I think...which was the last time I was out there. But back to the glasses..they are brownish black -which is so tamed down for me, but they work..in fact, they work better than any pair I've ever owned. I lof them!!! Yes lof...because you can't love plastic.

Speaking of love. I think I'm going to start to refer to my boyfriend as 'the boy.' I miss him already and I'm not even gone. Although he wouldn't want to hear that. He's teaching me a lot about needing vs. wanting. Oh, and having time for oneself. And while he's so right in where he's coming from, I'm selfish and want to be with someone I love all the time. Which isn't healthy either. So, this is my last relationship, even if it's not thee last relationship. Remind me of that next time..okay?

Okay. I should get going. To New Mexico. Tonight Albuquerque, even if I can't spell it. Tomorrow Santa Fe. Shit. I'm psyched!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Posted by jamye at June 1, 2021 01:24 PM